Wine. For drinking.
Marian Keyes. For her humour and her brilliance and her rawness; for making me laugh more than any other books can; for an irrepressible voice.
Gilmore Girls. For speed and boldness and cultural references that fly over my head and for comfort when other things provide none.
Baths. For total immersion in water, for floating and warmth and the ability to lie very still behind a locked door.
Hair dye. For letting a human be a chameleon, for letting change be impermanent, for a box of a bit of something different.
Leather. For making me feel a little bit more exciting when I walk down a road on an early morning when I haven’t slept enough and don’t look like much.
Jewellery. For being gifted. For being different. For making a black outfit look like something. For being an easy birthday present.
Makeup. For hiding, for experimenting, for playing, for confidence.
Prawns. For being delicious.
Steak. As above.
Food needs its own list, really.
Neil Gaiman. For imagination and strangeness and not running away that time on the banks of the Thames.
Family. For safety and certainty and being around, always.
Change. For making things happen.
Friends. For love and for rants and martinis in dark bars; for holidays in familiar places and ideas and suggestions and possibilities. For shared interests and complete difference and never indifference.
Boyfriends. Singular. Boyfriend. For keeping things together.
Balsamic vinegar. For making everything taste better.
Blue cheese. FOOD GETS ITS OWN LIST.
Airplanes. For making distance nothing.
Snapchat. As above.
Afternoons in the park. For beer and grass stuck to skin and lying down and clouds and leaves and sitting in circles and tree trunks.
Endorphins. For climbing out.
Sports bras. For making breasts possible.
Late nights. For the things that can’t happen anywhere else.
London. For long walks and for distances; for everyone in it, even the bad ones; for food and drinks and smog and salt, for sadness and the cracks in the pavements. For the tube, and the bridges. For the small bits of sky between the buildings.
Water, anywhere. For life, obviously. For forming a margin. For finding an edge.
Books. All books. All the time. For escape and for comfort.
Grey’s Anatomy. For a reminder that life isn’t that bad.
Beds. For hiding.
Couches. For hiding, slightly less.
Rainy afternoons. For writing and sleeping and watching three movies in a row, all at once. For coffee and pizza and Pringles.
Writers. For writing.